How are you all? I’m pretty happy I guess… I don’t know. I’m feeling weird today, If got so many reasons to be happy, but I can’t, something is pulling me back. I miss my friends in belgium so much, I just can’t forget the people from there, one person specially… I just can’t get it out of my head, think I’m getting crazy. But I’m now here, I live here and I have to ‘be happy’ here. I guess I’m only pretending, so people won’t feel bad for me, I don’t like it when people does that. I want that this summer passes by so fast that I can go back, be with my friends again. I just can’t be here anymore. There happened so many things here and I need to go back to my old life were evertyhing used to be so damn good. The only good thing at this summer is that two friends are coming over on vacations, soooo nice dude! I’m going to sleep now I think, I have so many problems to fall asleep. I just start crying somethings and can’t stop it.

But actually ‘I’m happy’, I guess…